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Mar 11 2014

Patch of Light Darkness and The Fear

On Gray background, there is a window. A green landscape is visible through the window.
The Window

I look at the window & see a patch of white light & I close my eyes to feel the world of darkness…lately lot of light hurts me more than bit of darkness & I learned not to fear the darkness…

Fear is just not in the mind, it is a unconscious product of your mind present all over the body…some times I hear it, I feel it in my stomach & I feel weird with each part of my body…digging deep I realized that am fearing a lot of things because of my new blind world. Here a lot of things are black & white, for someone who has seen the world for 26yrs & who has to see the shades of light & dark, it is horrible…I panic for no reason, I search for comfort& say to my self that all will be fine…it’s ok & it’s time to move on.

I need something to compensate the pain of my new blind world & am trying to find what is that deepest desire of my heart, the journey is very tough & I just knew that I need to keep the burning flame of hope ..I cry, I curse, I fight & then I resolve…

Am transforming each day & am trying to figure out my life’s work & path, so I haven’t blogged here for a while. Like always I hope time answers my questions & I have something to work on.

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Written by Raghavendra Satish Peri · Categorized: My Life

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  1. Chakra Incognita says

    March 12, 2014 at 2:10 am

    You are an inspiration to me with your realism and courage. Unlike many of us you face your fear and look it in the eye – it will learn its place. While those of us with the gift of physical sight so often blindfold ourselves or turn our gaze away. Know that you have a friend here who understands. You are finding your path. Do not lose heart. Your journey will lead you to the beautiful light and color within. Bless you!

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  2. bhavna jain says

    March 12, 2014 at 7:09 am

    dear raghava,
    what makes you fearful is not the turmoil…
    not the fast changing world …or storms coming your way.
    the one thing which makes you fearful is -calm.
    the quite.the slow pace of life..
    you are so capable of handling crisis in your own way..
    but you can not handle the ‘pause’…with ease.
    you are on a fast track…
    you have done a lot in a short time.
    you have a huge fallowing there…who look up to you for inspiration.
    but i think you should take it easy.
    sit back if you can for a while!
    🙂

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