I woke up at 2 AM and watched an audio-described movie, eagerly awaiting 7 AM to grab breakfast. In the silent house, I feel the emptiness and loneliness. Sometimes, the sound of the screen reader, reading out to me, feels like an extension of myself rather than another entity.
There were times when I could stay alone for days, relishing the quiet moments and doing things I loved. Unsure if it’s the effect of medication playing with my mind, causing this sense of loneliness… Just another hour before breakfast, things might change, tough moments tend to soften with time.
This new day is urging me to pour my heart out in writing, to let burdens of the past and the present’s pain melt into words. Silence suggests that the lonely person in me can create and wield the power to shift energies around me.
Maybe the air and the birds that will awaken in a few minutes can guide me on where to go from here… Until next time.
Good morning, everyone! Have a great day.
Some days you just let them be and they will unfold in the most unexpected ways